Since I’m poor and couldn’t afford a ton of inserts for the new record, I’m posting all of my lyrics here.

These are all from my new record, Beginning’s End.

BACK TO YOU

If I could count away everyday,
every minute, every second fade away.
To the point where my heart caved,
and then it raged,
And I discovered that our fate had another way.

If I could melt away all that was said.
Every word, every phrase that rings in my head.
To the point where it all, where it all began.
And I discovered what it was to be alive again.

Everything,
in all I do,
Comes falling back to you,
Come calling back to you,
Comes crawling back to you.
Back to you, back to you….you….you…you.

Every time I close my eyes,
I see you,
those enduring eyes,
and all those nights of open skies,
of where my heart was found alive.
Yet into a different time we strive,
it’s all so different,
from where we were,
to where we arrived.

NO WHERE’S HOME

She aint gonna make up her mind.
Just keep pacing through til the end of time.
She won’t stop and listen to the pouring rain,
for what’s left she doesn’t know she has and if it still remains.

She ain’t gonna take up your time
She’ll keep on running through in between the lines.
She won’t wake until she knows your gone
Nothings left inside she understands, she knows there’s something wrong

She don’t have any reason or rhyme
She’ll keep on crying til, she finds her peace of mind.
She don’t know that it’s You who makes her strong
All the hurts she has are nothing more, in His arms she’ll find her song.

For nowheres home.

STANDING BY

Here I got two ways to go.
And heaven only knows
I’ve been…..trying.

All I got are loose then win.
Happiness and fading friends
But I, I keep myself from crying

Time’s not standing by….

You keep on moving on
All I got are worthless songs
And I’ve been singing….

For there you go again,
Waking with no consequence
And I, I’ve been drowning

Soon I will ignore the signs
Not dwell in the loss of time,
But I’m still dying

I’ll keep pressing on
Anticipate when this is gone
And I’ll keep from falling

HOME
I look out to land so barren
it bled of all compromise
Life’s catastrophe of waiting,
is caught there in your hazy eyes

Life is full of surprises
and hope is written in these skies
We try to live without dying
in all those tears we cried

Here’s to Home….

I tread, in this land so desolate.
I weep, to satisfy this soul.
I’m tired, of just merely pacing.
I wake, who knows what for.

The sun just keeps on its shining
Then the rain conquers our parade.
To wash away all this trying. then we dance a sweet serenade.

I come back to the place I started,
to try and captivate this soul.
I find nothing I’m am seeking
the price of walking out that door.

Yet, I try, to keep on believing,
in this cause I’ve given myself to
I wait, out in here in the silence.
In hope, that I will find you.

WAIT

I’m living a world, that doesn’t seem to be true.
I just got to grasp it, with my mere fingertips
To find, if it’s real.
So it’s seem all of this is strangely overdue.
All my fears and doubts have been tossed aside
From my aching view.

And I’ll forever wait…..

I’m praying your eyes, would be opened up as mine
Just come and gaze upon the beauty in our lives.
So it seems, that I’m living yet another sunrise.
All our words and thoughts caught between our cautious
Seeking eyes.

And I’ll forever wait……

The morning keeps calling
Every day I keep falling
And this whirlwind,
I’m only brought closer to you
So much closer to you.

And I’ll forever wait.

STILL HERE

Take back those days
Let em all turn to dust
For here, here comes the rain
Memories will turn to rust

And all those words you say
They fall down at your feet
I’ll just dream you all away
For you’ve done away with me

Take back all those stars
That cloud your weary eyes
It so very far
Away from all compromise

And all that’s left to say
As you throw it all away
Is I’m still here
And all that’s left is love
It never was enough
And I’m still here.

PHOTOGRAPH
Strange how life can be,
Slipping away from me
And all that’s left are photographs,
Lost songs and wasted memory,
Now I wake with all your words,
Hanging here in verb.
And all that’s left are note and verse

You’re better off but I think that I’m worse.

Here comes another sleepless night,
My thought they rage from side to side.
The clock counts down any endless fight
And I can’t get you out, get you off my mind.

How the days they move so fast,
Hard to make those minutes last
To oblivion we cast
The thought of really living out the past
All we got are wants and needs
And sober realities
We can’t discern our waking dreams
We long for a time that will never be.
Take a breath, forsake and fret
There’s nothing left
So live and forget…

TIME

Time has a way,
of taking what is, to what could never be.
To stripping away what was,
to what is found only in our dreams.
I had come to think,
This, this was it for me.
Time came crashing down,
down, down at our feet.

Life has a way,
of shaking what is, to what will never be.
To fading away these wants,
so lost in all that we breathe.
We will strive to be,
here, here, so it seems
Time comes ticking down,
down, down on our knees.

Slowly fade away, slowly fade to gray

All the words we say, lost for another day…

There is a way,
of making what is, to what will always be
To living our lives.
to be found in all our eternities.
He will always be,
here, here, for me.
No time will drag us down,
we, we will run free.

So it is,
the break of the final dawn.
Fallen away,
and yet depending upon,
the time we knew
would come along.
Only to sing
our never ending song.

YOU WERE THE ONE

Your kiss still rests upon these weary lips,
Lingers on,
as the taste of all forgotten bliss.
From this cup of coffee I will sip,
Carry on,
til I’ve forgotten all those little things I miss.

You were the one who….made my sky so blue
and then took my soul and tore it right in too.
You were the who….brought that love too soon.
And then took my heart and all I ever knew.

But it was you. It was you.

Now we can’t take back all those sentences said,
Holding on,
to all those things I dread.
As the days pass by and on and on we tread
Now Letting go,
and running long instead.

MOVE ON

I haven’t cried in quite a while

bottled up those tears, put on a crooked smile.

Now it seems those days are gone, gone, gone.

I’m still wondering why, why did you ever come?

To move on is the hope of my song,

to tread upon the ground that was here all along.

To put right what we made wrong,

only to sing our unending song.

I set aside the wasted time.

And all those shattered dreams in my scattered mind.

Now it seems those days are gone, gone, gone.

I’m still wondering why, why did you ever come.

Here’s to the now and then.

Living what we’ll never see again.

All those times, those memories when.

We created beginning’s end.

SWEET MELODIES

Oh breaking and breathing heart, you bare the floor in sweet remorse.

Oh dead end to new found start, the renewed path and forsaken course.

Here’s to the starting again.

Or broken life my new found friend.

Memories pass and cripple pen,

Oh sweet melodies, sweet melodies of end.

We’ve gotten now to the point of no more words left to speak

And behind our weary eyes is the longing for some relief.

Oh Love, right back where we once began.

Oh Heart, lose control and fail to plan.

Just don’t try to raise that which is found dead.

Oh, sweet melodies, sweet melodies of end.

BEGINNING OF THE END

Grant me the minute,
where I need not remember.
Where it becomes easier,
to just get up and forget.
I’m tired of waking,
where I still can remember,
Will it become easier?
It still hasn’t happened yet.
I’m not over you yet…

Grant me the second,
where my eyes, first met yours.
Where my heart was falling,
I found something to live for.
Yet, I’m sick of waiting,
for my heart, to find yours.
Willi it ever happen,
cause my soul it rests unsure.
I’m not over you yet.

I STILL KEEP WAKING UP,
JUST TO BE BREAKING ALL APART.
IF I KNEW IT WOULD COME TO THIS,
I WOULDN’T HAVE GRANTED YOU MY HEART.
COME BACK AGAIN,
HOLD ME AND THEN.
SO WE CAN REMEMBER NOW,
SO WE CAN REMEMBER,
THE BEGINNING OF THE END.

I’M NOT OVER YOU YET.
JUST LET ME FORGET.
I’M NOT OVER YOU YET.
JUST LET ME FORGET.